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8 hour work day

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directing 3 hour pan practice

X

4 days a week

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directing Wednesday section practice

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directing Saturday section practice

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Sunday quartet practice

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tentative Sunday section practice

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ad hoc missing weak sections

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little to no notice

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first concert

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little experience

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personal insecurities

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no chance for a break, not even one night

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continuously changing practice plans

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month and a half

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on call work

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overtime work

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stupid credit card expenses

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automobile expenses

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cant properly clean car (no time)

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accidentally leaving on the heater for the entire day

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almost broke (or broker than usual)

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time for family

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time for SO

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bad memory

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no exercise (no time)

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career future?

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educational future?





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almost total loss of personal freedom

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extremely short temper

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consistent bad moods

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non-communicative

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self imposed isolation

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headaches

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misunderstandings

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constant fatigue

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mental exhaustion

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short with coworkers pan members family

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inability to perform optimally in both jobs

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no time to think about Unix Certification exams...when to study?

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no time to properly think about future financial investments

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no time to think about career future properly...if I lose my job today where would I be?

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bruk pocket...high light bills!!

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bruk pocket....from unserviced vehicle!!

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not too happy SO

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miscommunication episodes with family

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barely any time and energy to link friend whom I havent seen since prep school

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almost no time for me




A few life quotes I need to remember:

"The road to hell is paved with good intentions"

“Change your thoughts and you change your world."
-- Norman Vincent Peale

"It is what we think we know already that often prevents us from learning."
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"Everything eventually falls into place. Until then laugh at the confusion, live for the moment and remember that everything happens for a reason."
- Author unknown

Talk more. Smile more. Even when you dont have the will or energy to. It helps.

Need to learn to pull a good mood out of thin air. Need to work hard to make tasks seem less like work :)

They say the Lord never gives you more than you can bear....holding on for dear life to this theory

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